Who are you, when nobody's looking?
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You know that depressing moment in life when you're so into something so much that you wished it never ends but deep down you know it will?
I kinda wished the 5 hours last Sunday never did.
But I knew it will.
And it was depressing (a bit).
Meh.
Suddenly felt like writing this down.
Sorry.
Haha.
14.3.15
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I wish I could be like the one at the sea,
living our lives like nothing is real.
Washed away.
The dreams of yesterday.
I lift my head up stumbling along the way,
I saw a big black cloud rousing over my head.
I looked around.
Lost, rebound.
In the middle of the city drowned in guilt,
I walked along the boardwalk carelessly.
"If these shoulders were made for me,
how could they be so heavy?"
Mystified,
ineffable devastation walked with me.
I tried to blink back these tears,
but they seem defy especially me.
Now at the crossroad I see,
two ends of which the beginning was me.
I let out a sigh, "here we go again".
But when I look around, you were there next to me.
And I feel fine.
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/ One Hundred & Sixty Eight
What I got from the movie 'Love, Rosie':
The English accent is magnificent, not to mention contagious. The voices in my head are still menacing, as always, but now they menace around in words coated by faux English accent. Mesmerizing, I'd say.
Life NEVER goes on the way we planned- I don't need ample time to digest that, simply because it happens to me often. I make plans, and then my plans go poof. Dust and silver glitter pouring from the sky. Maybe for some people they have not experienced the fall... remember, write this down, keep this in your head: everybody falls. You're no exception, even the luckiest fall down- so expect the fall pls. Falling is ok, but you gotta pick yourself up because hey everybody else is picking themselves up after they fall so nobody has time for your heavy butt ok sweetie. And no worries, He's always going to be there for us- sometimes He sends friends & family to soothe the aching- sometimes we just have to have a jolly good time in our own skin by ourselves; no need to be shy now. Trust the journey, and most of all, trust Him.
Happy endings shouldn't be too rigidly defined.
Happy endings are not immediate- well most of them aren't. So werk fer it.
And finally, men and women canNOT be best friends. One (if not both) will e..ventually build this haunting feeling and it won't go away- play the crushing anthem.. then let time tell. Do what's.. right. Cases differ, but they all have these.. awfully similar patterns. Ok if you're not in love w/ your best friend (of the opposite gender) already maybe you two aren't best friends just yet. Maybe just.. friends. And maybe if both of you ARE best friends for quite a few centuries now and you've no feelings for him or her, well.. it's not you then. It's.. him or her. Checkit.
^ I fell for mine. You're reading the words of a living testimony.
I black out a lot in life, and now in my 20s I am still figuring things out.. happy endings for sure aren't cheap cheap cheap. Yay.
Now that you've made it to the end of this post..
Have fun in life, dear person. May God bless you.
The English accent is magnificent, not to mention contagious. The voices in my head are still menacing, as always, but now they menace around in words coated by faux English accent. Mesmerizing, I'd say.
Life NEVER goes on the way we planned- I don't need ample time to digest that, simply because it happens to me often. I make plans, and then my plans go poof. Dust and silver glitter pouring from the sky. Maybe for some people they have not experienced the fall... remember, write this down, keep this in your head: everybody falls. You're no exception, even the luckiest fall down- so expect the fall pls. Falling is ok, but you gotta pick yourself up because hey everybody else is picking themselves up after they fall so nobody has time for your heavy butt ok sweetie. And no worries, He's always going to be there for us- sometimes He sends friends & family to soothe the aching- sometimes we just have to have a jolly good time in our own skin by ourselves; no need to be shy now. Trust the journey, and most of all, trust Him.
Happy endings shouldn't be too rigidly defined.
Happy endings are not immediate- well most of them aren't. So werk fer it.
And finally, men and women canNOT be best friends. One (if not both) will e..ventually build this haunting feeling and it won't go away- play the crushing anthem.. then let time tell. Do what's.. right. Cases differ, but they all have these.. awfully similar patterns. Ok if you're not in love w/ your best friend (of the opposite gender) already maybe you two aren't best friends just yet. Maybe just.. friends. And maybe if both of you ARE best friends for quite a few centuries now and you've no feelings for him or her, well.. it's not you then. It's.. him or her. Checkit.
^ I fell for mine. You're reading the words of a living testimony.
I black out a lot in life, and now in my 20s I am still figuring things out.. happy endings for sure aren't cheap cheap cheap. Yay.
Now that you've made it to the end of this post..
Have fun in life, dear person. May God bless you.
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