/ One Hundred & Sixty Six

Cry all you want- go berserk, witness the falling- embrace sadness over worldly things, but remember not to go beyond the point where you'd seem Godless. Remember not to.

/ One Hundred & Sixty Five

Dear God, may my heart be of those which seek happiness fm the things that please You instead of Your creations- because only in the former shall I find peace in myself; how the world would be enough for me, as long as I stand & kneel in Your presence- and nothing, no matter how miniscule, could ever cripple my strength.

/ One Hundred & Sixty Four

We're all at war w/ ourselves. Some are so wounded that they interfere the wars of others- while watching from afar, their own soldiers weakened over time.

/ One Hundred & Sixty Three

May your hearts be filled w/ love- to live, to give.

/ One Hundred & Sixty Two

If you're afraid of tasting your own medicine, maybe you should stop prescribing them to me- it's sadistic, even the thought of it. Certain times I wondered how it would be like to switch roles, just so that you'd understand the growing struggle I have under my skin; but then.. would I want to? Would that provide me solace?

Maybe I won't, because I like mine. I've lived this role all my life, and I do not remain how am I just to shift sides.

Some days I wish you'd drown in the guilt you created for me (of which I thought came from myself)-

The world is cruel 

And temporary

And bizarre- and it breaks me more everyday.

And in your presence, I am very much.. reminded of that.

I pray that forgiveness will be  my best form of revenge.

But on a side note, or better- to begin with, this battle isn't mine,

it's yours.