"So if you're feeling lonely...
Don't."
29.5.15
18.5.15
/ One Hundred & Eighty Four
III
1. [Original] eyebrows are meant to fit our facial structures- our complexions, our smiles... drawn ones are no fun. Poorly drawn ones are disastrous, not to mention they really shouldn't be displayed to the public.
2. I feel like doodling on walls w/ Sharpies & sleeping on a bed full of cookies. Testh maketh me sleepyeth.
3. SORRY I'VE BEEN CRANKY... sorry.
11.5.15
4.5.15
/ One Hundred & Eighty Two
By crawling into the mold built by one's own efforts- then claiming it to be yours; you'd only steer yourself further, break walls of trust- and what's worse is that it'll never be enough.
..because people have expectations, and to a particular extent you will feel a need to feed them. You'd be hungry for more of others' molds- until finally, finally- you can no longer succumb;
and you'd be losing whatever it is that you feel true to you.
But the process, I believe, serves its purpose, that is- to help you grow- to accept your own breaking points, to actually build yourself a mold- and finally, to welcome all those that deserve the person you really are- in which ever way your flaws may surface, eliminating incompatibility along the way.
We are all different forms of energy- create your own light.
Beam.
/ One Hundred & Eighty One
You know you're important (or perhaps certain degrees of so) when you've made it to being.. a lockscreen image. Or successfully turned into a homescreen figure.. whichever convenient.
/ One Hundred & Eighty
Subtracting ultraloud plane whirrs and flight delays, I love airports. I like the state of being steps away from rush hour; enough to make time flutter nicely for me to look at people.
When I am not in a rush I like to look at people and guess what their stories are- where they will be heading.. and why. Are they to embrace the faces they have not seen for a while- are some coming home to mourn for a recent loss? Did they come here for escapism; or was it some sort of urgency- are they needed somewhere by somebody; or are they the ones needing?
On board and upon landing and moments before takeoff it is normal for me to envision myself not completing the journey (I pray to God for smooth ones always in sya Allah)- how my presence would be missed (if so, saying the worst takes place, God forbid)- and who would be the hearts praying for my safety et cetera; apart from the gift of having the thought that you can wish for all of the good things in the world at that particular time- peacefulness and Hereafter joy and all- as if the prayers be your last.
I thank God for giving me the oppotunity to learn- and so I have heard, if you let them be- all the things you witness, are really your teachers.
3.5.15
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