/ One Hundred & Eight

How do you bear
An actual loss
Without breaking
When even the slightest thought of losing
A beloved
Shatters
Then comes the aching

/ One Hundred & Seven

"Do you believe in love at first sight?"

_______

"I don't know", he said. "Do you believe in love before that?"

(via Rainbow Rowell's Attachments)

/ One Hundred & Six

Make it spark more in the aftermath.
Make sure it's real.

/ One Hundred & Five

The Hate list:

19. Forever growing grudge piles- unresolved (with no fixing effort at all), steadily breaking a bond at a time.

20. Amphibians.

21. Meaningless nagging that- at the end of the day-- only bleeds the eardrums.

We're all a little bent, aren't we? Upvote healing, not hurting.

/ One Hundred & Four

If you're sick of my guts, you probably should just tell me. That ought to do more than enough to save hours of assumptions, sweep off all the brain clutter you've been dying to clean since day one; and it will help to cancel the hundred and one ways of murder I have been planning in my head.

If it wasn't for the fact that I seriously do not want my future self to be disappointed in me-- this could've been war.

/ One Hundred & Three

Departures aren't meant to alter how we feel about another's presence, but most times that's what they do.

Inna lillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un.

/ One Hundred & Two

One does not need a reason to be nice (to others).

0101

"Catch yourself when you fall down,

that's all you can do.

Keep the peace that which you've found,

there is nothing to lose. 

Select the path that lifts you outbound,

why should you refuse?

In the end it's with you all light surrounds,

cause nothing can shine more gladly than you."

/ One Hundred

Of a hundred smiles, all those exchanged
A hundred days of happiness arranged
A hundred streams of tears; the aftermath of a breakdown
A hundred miles from home; anxious and tear bound
A hundred birds that fly in orange skies
A hundred times of forced goodbyes

And a hundred of faces
That make me soar
Be wrapped in prayers
Forevermore

/ Ninety Nine

I define love as the amount of momentum produced by someone in the effort of not making promises you just couldn't keep.

/ Ninety Eight

Life taught us to involuntarily believe in the cliché paper analogy: trust (is like a piece of paper), once crumpled, the creases are there to stay for a lifetime; nothing can ever change it back to its previous form.

The paper couldn't be converted back to default conditions, do what may; but still many hands are willing to keep the same piece in their pockets, amazingly even after years of crumpling.

/ Ninety Seven

"No one's gonna take me alive

The time has come to make things right

You and I must fight for our rights

You and I must fight to survive

No one's gonna take me alive

The time has come to make things right

You and I must fight for our rights

You and I must fight to survive-"

- Muse, Knights of Cydonia

/ Ninety Six

The world is a nightmare; we have monsters lurking in every nook, demons hiding in the shadows.

The fact that we still manage to wake up contented every morning.. we're barely living proofs of worsening destruction.

/ Ninety Five

Sounds a lot like work, yes? Ninety-five. Nine to five.

Happy working, may Allah bless you! Merry morning!

0094

The word 'magical' can be used in a number of instances and does not have to necessarily be in the reference of Harry Potter.

For example, you can adequately use the word magical as such  :-

"Your lovely gaze is so magical it left me stupefied."

See, completely irrelevant to Harry Potter and is still acceptable!

~~~~

0093

What do you mean?

I'm Harry Potter all the time!

"Hogwarts Hogwarts Hoggy Wotty Hogwarts,
teach me something please!"

Har har har

/ Ninety Two

I never have to feel bad for having to fall for a story book character. He's him and I am me- the picture is whole, and I see him however I want him to be. He doesn't have to love me back for all I care, it does not need to be two-way. His presence is enough, and I can feel myself beam every time I hold a book in my hands. I'll have him all to myself; I'll do myself a favor every time I disintegrate in between breaks. I never even have to try to be my best self; I can be as broken as I want, for as long as I want. I can be weird, too, which is pretty much me all day all the way. Without having to hold the least bit back.

Now allow me to dissolve for the umpteenth time.

/ Ninety One

To all of those who are willing to see beauty in the ordinary, the world just won't be the same without you. Thank you.

0090

"And I said 

maybee,

you're gonna be the one that

saves mee.

Because after all,

you're 

my wonderwaall."

----

/ Eighty Nine

"Pray for your parents. You surely didn't pray to have them, but they might 've prayed to God to have you."

/ Eighty Eight

Maybe you're up to something.
Maybe I'd want to be there to watch the magic kicking in.

Maybe.

//

"If something is destined for you, never in a million years will it be for someone else." - Author Unknown.

0087

"If you love and get hurt,

love more.

If you love more and hurt more,

love even more.

If you love even more and get hurt even more,

love some more until it hurts no more."

- W. Shakespeare

/ Eighty Six

"I know the world's a broken bone

But melt your headaches, call it home."

- Panic at the Disco, Northern Downpour

/ Eighty Five

Never mind the catalyst that first brought you here-- what makes you so eager of staying where you are gets me tripping.. it takes a few dozens of imaginary, self made brick walls to realize that joy can sometimes jetspeed to you, in scruffy forms too.

0084

Run, run away.

to that place far, far away.

Where the lights I can see,

but darkness won't leave me.

- - - -

Hide, hide away,

deep beneath trodden piles of flays.

I need not their solitude here,

only the company of the silence that hears.

/ Eighty Three

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